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Originally Posted by newtus
I dont feel good. Im so stressed out.
1. I dont feel good. Im probably a bit hungover, but i been sneezing and mucus been coming up.
2. I missed my appt for T. They havent called me back to reschedule.
3. My job counselor called. He wants to make an appt to meet again and try to get and actually hourly paying job. Idk if im ready for that. I explained to him me not wanting to stay on disability forever but i need it right now.
4. My mom wanted me to come down to meet my sis. But shes only here for a few days. She packed her schedule for all three days, but she wants me to come down for a few hours but im 1 1/2 or so hours away from my moms. Its just cutting it too close for the drive. And im not gonna spend the night at my moms. Thats out of the question for me.
5. My energy is hellbound. Im too tired for any effing thing ever. I think when i see this new pdoc ima tell him to take me off haldol and put on a different AP for more energy.
6. I STILL havent gotten my vitamins and i really really need them. They are 7-8 vitamins and they help me physically and with my energy. They are delivered in a parcel locker and the office doesnt know shyt about how to get them out of THEIR OWN mailing boxes. A-holes. I called USPS up and down for days. Nothing is going on. They were 80 dollars.
7. I havent checked on anything for school. I havent signed the papers for the school money loan. I just dont have the time to.
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I think you’re experiencing what I did in lack of motivation, you have to find something you live for, not a person but a thing, maybe it’s philosophy. Sometimes you stop waking up and having energy because you’ve given up on your thing that drives you. Once you have that thing you won’t miss a pdoc appointment because you want to get better, you push harder....