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Originally Posted by newtus
I dont feel good. Im so stressed out.
1. I dont feel good. Im probably a bit hungover, but i been sneezing and mucus been coming up.
2. I missed my appt for T. They havent called me back to reschedule.
3. My job counselor called. He wants to make an appt to meet again and try to get and actually hourly paying job. Idk if im ready for that. I explained to him me not wanting to stay on disability forever but i need it right now.
4. My mom wanted me to come down to meet my sis. But shes only here for a few days. She packed her schedule for all three days, but she wants me to come down for a few hours but im 1 1/2 or so hours away from my moms. Its just cutting it too close for the drive. And im not gonna spend the night at my moms. Thats out of the question for me.
5. My energy is hellbound. Im too tired for any effing thing ever. I think when i see this new pdoc ima tell him to take me off haldol and put on a different AP for more energy.
6. I STILL havent gotten my vitamins and i really really need them. They are 7-8 vitamins and they help me physically and with my energy. They are delivered in a parcel locker and the office doesnt know shyt about how to get them out of THEIR OWN mailing boxes. A-holes. I called USPS up and down for days. Nothing is going on. They were 80 dollars.
7. I havent checked on anything for school. I havent signed the papers for the school money loan. I just dont have the time to.
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I was on 40mg of haldol a day and i can understand wanting to get off it. Have you tried Geodon... it had suppressed my hunger and even made me lose 15 pounds in a month. however... spirits and demons and gods have been coming more recently and i've been manic for a month now because of the paxil... i hate meds. but i take them because my family will get on me about it. so will my friends.
I can see why you don't want to stay a night with your mom... can your sister come to you? maybe that's a better option? It's hard to say but honestly i think your mom is a total ***** but i know you love her though and i understand you when it comes to dysfunctional family... not so much dysfunctional for you but kinda is with your mom...
lol being drunk on haldol can make your get drunk faster.. maybe avoid alcohol while you're on anti psychotics. idk it's your life... do what you want. i stopped drinking and smoking pot because of my meds but honestly pot helps me but my mom told me to not smoke it because of my meds and interactions with my meds. i rather just stop my meds and smoke pot... but i'd probably lose my disability. haha..