I can feel my depression getting much worse. I was doing good (for me) for a couple of weeks and even started some medication. I was optimistic that the meds would help. Now I wake up today and can feel myself quickly spiraling out of control. I am rapidly approaching rock bottom again.

Will this be the time that I actually break through the bottom and end this for good? Knowing me probably not. Now that I think about it this started late last night and I chalked it to being tired, but it has continued today and gotten even worse.
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