Hugs and love from me Fuzzybear,
You are definitely not a bad person,to me you are one of the good guys and you have not done wrong by trying to get through your life in one piece.Don't listen to anyone who puts you down.By the amount of times you have replied to my posts reassuring me and sending me hugs I know you are caring and have a big good heart.I hope this helps you feel better and I hope you soon will be surrounded by love