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Originally Posted by Forgetmenot07
I really want to see my responsibility in this though... i want to understand why she could have thought it's appropriate to act this way. I just wish I could analyse it for what it was and not take it so personally. I can rationalise all i want but this hit me hard.
I absolutely despise those reality checks when I see i am in therapy alone, that the minute I decide to stop it stops, that it only works if i make it work, that she (or most therapist) would never reach out and when I want attention it feels so dirty and manipulative. Maybe i dont like feeling responsible for my life? I really don't want you play the victim or blame her
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Can only speak for myself... I decided it was pointless drama. I was obsessing on a non-person, trying to decipher what everything meant. It meant nothing. The therapist's cares were elsewhere. What could be more degrading and pointless? As I said in some other comment, might as well have a relationship with a tree. The investment would be roughly the same.