Fuzzy I wish I could say something that would make this better. All I can really say is listen to Mr Fuzzy

he knows you so much better than these stupid abusers. Look at all the support you get on here telling you differently. I know it's nice to see but in the end it doesn't change your mind

Never forget about the support you have. We care about you fuzzy and think you're pretty special.
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