I'm not going to "sit" here and give excuses. That won't change anything. Hell for that matter neither will an apology. So many posts I've been commenting on lately I've been making it about me. There are many times I just want to lash out at some of you & scream "THERE'S NO WAY YOU COULD KNOW THAT." "YOU'RE LYING. THAT'S NOT TRUE AND YOU KNOW IT." No one here deserves that because we are all trying to help in the best way we know how.
I often times want to say
I don't because it would be taken the wrong way & people will say I'm being mean. In fact (in my opinion) nothing could be further from the truth. I'm being honest & giving the same advice to you as I would myself. If I could go back many decades ago to when I was a kid I would say that to me then and maybe I would have taken it. Sure would have saved me a lot of pain.

So rather than lashing out or giving misunderstood advice I have noticed I've been making a lot of comments on others posts about me. And as I type out this out and jump around editing it and adding stuff in I see I'm doing the same thing. So I'm just going to end it here before I look like an even bigger prick