Mountain I have found that we have a good bit in common and for that I am sorry. I know the suffering you are going through and how difficult it is to drag through everyday. I know it's not always possible but sometimes what makes me feel "better"/not as bad is just laying down and going to sleep until I wake up. Unfortunately when you have life going on around that's not always possible. If it is I highly recommend it. Sometimes a good recharge can do wonders.