My cousin in law was found dead of an apparent overdose on Saturday morning by my mother in law who was living with her. It was a huge shock. No one knew she was into drugs besides pot. I’m going to the funeral on Friday. It’s awful. Just like my husband. Gone way too soon. She was only 33. I wasn’t very close with her but she was in my wedding 8 years ago. It’s just such a tragedy. Her, my brother In law, and father in law, all gone within 8 months. That’s too much for any family to take.

Other than that everything is going well for me. I’m halfway through my master’s classes and now have an A and an A-. I have to get cracking on my final projects. We will be moving on June 22. I signed my contract for next year so I definitely have a job. I also am working at the school this summer instead of the summer camp just because the hours are better and I can get more done in the summer time. I already paid for before and after care at my son’s camp though which sucks. But oh well. I’m not as stressed out about moving as I was. I’m still stressed about school but again, not as much.

The most important thing I have to take care of right now is my smoking. My boyfriend found out that I’m smoking again and he was NOT pleased. It almost led to our first fight. But I groveled and apologized and promised to quit. So now I have to follow through on that promise. It helps that I can’t afford to smoke this week. I have $75 in my checking account to last me until next Wednesday. I have some money in savings that I could transfer but I need it for rent. So I’d rather not.