I fell down HARD today on dieting. Started out good but then RS suggested sonic for dinner. I have had sonic for years! It’s so delicious. I couldn’t say no. So I had fast food for dinner with a dessert. Calories and carbs out the wazoo! Ugh I am beating myself up hard right now. But I guess there’s nothing to do but try try again tomorrow.

Does anyone else get embarrassed by dieting? I am embarrassed to tell RS that I’m trying to do low carb and trying to lose weight. I am not sure why. I always have been embarrassed by it. I guess it comes from my disordered eating days when I thought I was fat at a very low weight and would diet (aka starve myself). If people noticed I wasn’t eating I would immediately get defensive. It’s like now that I am overweight and do need to lose weight I’m afraid people will judge me for it.

I don’t know. If I could just tell him I’m watching carbs id be able to be much more successful.