hi guys. I'm tired today even though I slept in until 6 AM. Usually I get up between 4:30 AM and 5 AM. I still feel bad. Suicidal. Depressed. Ugh. I see T on Friday. Just gotta pull it together until then. I feel like laying on the floor and just sleeping. But I can't because I'm at work. I want to SH because I know it would change how I'm feeling for a bit and I could use a break from it but I'm trying to remember that if I don't SH I'm more emotionally stable. But it's hard to make that argument when one is suicidal. Day two of feeling like this. Wish it would go away. Hugs all, Kit