I'm so sorry you're struggling. I struggle with money every month too. I'm on disability for my back and my 23 yr old son lives with me and has no concept of money. It's very frustrating. He has mental health issues too, but my family doesn't want him on disability. They want him in school or working. We barely manage every month.

I hope you continue to to fight. Your kids would be heartbroken if you took your lives. It's funny bc I assumed Australia had good social programs for the poor. I guess I was wrong.

Please keep fighting and trying! Keep us posted. Best of luck to you!