Words I like to add to my question: I want to add that things I wanted to do some time ago and I've tried but at this point, I lost interest in them too. Like, I wanted to be a progammer, developer and started developing mobile and computer application but no interest in it now. Another thing that I am an overweight guy with 230 pounds weight and a very bad habit of smoking. I wanted to quit smoking and loose weight, work on my body through gym and excercise but no interest in it too. I used to get motivated but don't know where is that? Now a days, I just spent my time using computer, watching movies & youtube etc and eating & smoking back to back.