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velcro003 · Sep 23, 2019, 01:19 PM

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Originally Posted by SummerTime12

I’ve been sitting on these feelings all weekend, doing everything I can to not act. I’ve used the crisis text line a bunch, I talked to my friend, I even emailed you. I don’t know if you saw it. I still feel the same and

Possible trigger:

I don’t think I can do this anymore. I don’t want to be alive. I don’t want to deal with this **** anymore. I hate myself so much. I’m sorry for being so f***** up. I’m literally so tempted to jump in front of a train right now it’s not even funny. I feel like every night I hear a **** ton of trains going by except for tonight, what the hell is up with that. I’m trying not to be stupid but it’s so mfing hard when nothing’s helping

i hope you stay safe, summer.