@Medusax,
I am sorry for your loss. I have been talking about my grief over my soulmate's death in therapy for five months, and I have learned that there is no "normal" or "right" way to respond to the loss of a loved one. Many people do not cry at first. The fact that you are calm right now may help you to comfort others.
If, after a while, you feel as if there are pent-up emotions you need to get out, there are all sorts of exercises for that kind of thing that you can do in therapy or alone. One that helped me was writing a letter to my soulmate about a month after he passed away. There are many others.
Take care of yourself.
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