I have wavered about posting this.. but I think mentally I need too.

4 years ago tomorrow is when I had loaded a physically and mentally very very sick person in the car and drove her North to my home 14 hours away.

Most of you all know how it ended and how it has left me with deep scars of PTSD .... a struggle I will always have.

We have a lot of people struggling right now, many people are on a ledge even.

Please please please listen to me when I say “ if you take yourself out YOU will leave a path of destruction in your wake, those left will have to continue to live each day and remember the most horrible day of THEIR life.

Just stop and breathe