Yes, I am aware of what happened! I am so sorry for what you've been through and that people aren't listening to you! I didn't actually mean that you've had to tell your Pdoc about you being Suicidal, although I do believe that'd be helpful, but that is your choice and I respect it! I was thinking more along the lines of you just asking how does one ask to enter into a Clinic when one needs it, since it seems like one doesn't have to be Suicidal or a danger to Himlself/Herself and others to enter. Perhaps consider that option if you're willing to do it? In any acase, whatever you decide to do, I hope you'll feel better soon! Stay safe, my AWESOME, dear, kind and sweet friend!