Not exactly sure when I woke up. We're not discussing sleep anymore. We're just focusing on what we can control and that's that. Sleep shmeep.

Had some nervous energy last night and so wound up baking a whole bunch of bread, which was fun, but sort of dumb, as I live alone. What am I going to do with all this bread? I'll figure something out. It made me happy to do it and that's what matters.

After much prayer and reflection for more than a year, I have decided that I am going to finish writing my book on my experiences in my state's weird mental health system. It will be called Code Green. I will try to get an agent and try to publish it the traditional way. If it gets published, it will obviously mean totally outting myself, but the fact is, so many people already know what has happened with me that it is not that much of an out. I'm fine with it. Not ashamed of myself 99% of the time and the other 1%, I know how to handle.

So, eating bread and working on the book today. Onward!