I had my therapy appointment about 2 hours ago. My therapist insisted that I set up an appointment with my pdoc instead of waiting until next Friday to see him, but I said, "that's the problem. He doesn't want to set one up for me." So I'm going to wait until next Friday to tell him that I've stopped taking my rexulti. It's not worth arguing with his useless, idiotic assistant over the phone. I've done enough of that already.

I also told my therapist that I couldn't take the akathisia anymore. I said there is nothing that is going to change my mind about this med. It's a helpful med for sure, but I don't want to have to take meds to handle side effects of other meds. I'd rather switch meds instead of increasing the size of my cocktail.

If my therapist wants to tattle tale to my pdoc, then she can go ahead. Maybe it'll make my pdoc realize that I'm just going to do what I think is best for me if you continue to ignore me.

Other than those things, my therapy appointment went pretty well. We talked about work stressors and such. I felt the whole session was productive.