Nope. Still pissed. In fact, I feel even WORSE than yesterday.

I am at my therapy office early and I am sitting in my car. I swear to god I want to f***ing punch something. I don't want to be here. I want to be left alone before I hurt someone.

I will probably lash out at my therapist and swear at her because she pisses me off.

I am just enraged. I am seeing red. I want everyone in real life to leave me alone and f*** off. I don't give a f***.

I am still pissed that I can barely eat, so that isn't helping the situation. I feel like puking when I eat "too much," and then my stomach causes a sharp pain. I am not even eating that much!! I eat like a five year old. Or maybe five year olds eat more than I do right now.

I don't know what is causing me to be so pissed, but I just AM. Everything f***ing pisses me off, and I am even pissed when I am alone and not doing anything. I am afraid I will hurt someone who pisses me off.