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Originally Posted by Skeezyks
The Skeezyks has 2 major suicide attempts to his credit each of which landed me in the psych wards of 2 area hospitals (plus some not so serious ones that didn't.) I regularly think I should try yet again, but have no plans to. I've also been an active self-abuser... some unexpectedly recent. I'm just now coming to the realization I will never be truly safe...   |
I am sorry you have had these experiences.
As I talk with more and more people, it seems many of us somehow keep the self-harm or the suicide option on our minds to varying degrees.
I am not sure of why this is the case. I have been given a few explanations,; yet those don't really ring true for me. Maybe it is completely different for everyone?
Do you know which types of things make you think/feel you should try again?
Don't feel you have to respond. I am very interested. I admire you and the messages you offer to the community via your signature line. I would not have guessed you feel this way about suicide, but I guess we never now about anyone, do we? I do NOT mean this in any judgmental manner.
We can offer a great deal to our communities and still feel desperate in our private lives. For sure.
I appreciate your sharing!
