Hi, guys. Been awhile. Great big setback here, unfortunately. Just sort of barely making it, to be honest. Just out of my mind with psychosis and it won't stop. Yesterday, I was fully convinced at one point that a bunch of Navy Seals were rappelling down my building to kick in my windows and get me. No idea why that would be. Was never in the military or a secret agent. My sick brain.

Microphones in the walls, infrared cameras next door, people in my phone and stealing my email. On and on. It's just exhausting. Wearing me out.

Was hoping that the little bounce I got from adding Depakote awhile back would last, but it has not. I guess I'm heading for Clozaril. It's fine. I just can't do this anymore. It's too hard for me. Not giving up, just being honest.

Hopelessly behind on all threads. I really hope everyone struggling mentally and physically finds strength and peace today. I've missed you all. Many, many thanks to my friends who were so kind to check on me while I was AWOL. So greatly appreciated!!!