It’s been a couple of years since this has been getting noticeable by me. I can’t seem to express any genuine emotion besides anger and frustration. I try my best to not hurt the others around me with my thoughts but I just can’t stop seeing the negative in everything. I can’t be optimistic and my mother has even told me I only see the bad in everything. I put on a face for everyone so that they don’t realize that I could care less, and I really want to care. I feel more tired everyday and boredom just overwhelms me to a point where I just shut down and drift off. It affects my life. I just want to be able to actually feel happy or even sad again. Just something other then anger or boredom.