You had mentioned being too anxious in your post above. Does your pdoc know you are distressed by increased stress? I an hoping your doctor will be helpful to you in this regard.

I had asked about how long you have been on Abilify only because many find it anxiety-provoking when they first start taking it. This may not apply to you.

I am very sorry your family and friends are less than supportive.
Many of us are also in this situation with you.

Another potential resource might be to take a look a the available chat sessions here at PC.

Please do check in anytime at all!