I'm sorry you're going through that. In some ways I can relate. I used to love listening to music all day long. Now I can only tolerate rain/thunder sounds. Most music makes me feel depressed. It seems so sad. As far as belongings go, I started giving stuff away about 6 months ago. Things from my kitchen, living room and bedroom. Last year I became very upset about my children (very upsetting story) that I threw all their pictures away. I remember the day. I slammed their photos into the dumpster and hit the button to compress it all. To this day, I'm glad I don't have their photos. Like you, I blame my depression. I'm on medicine but I think I need to increase some of it. I hope you can find free health care or some natural remedies. Sending good thoughts your way!