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Originally Posted by OliverB
I got 4h of sleep at nigth and I am feeling better. IDK why those violent thoughts come to me (I feel an enormous urge to SH because It looks like the funniest things to do and almost like a duty. However, I will not do it. I do not want to end up in the hospital!).
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I am glad you are okay OliverB.
I have to tell you that your posts re: your "violent thoughts" are not funny at all.
These "violent funniest things to do" posts are frequent in the depression forum. You post these "violent" thoughts and you then won't help yourself by following through on suggestions for getting help. None of it is "funniest."
Hopefully, whenever you are ready, you'll get help.
Maybe you could:
Start a thread regarding your violent thoughts. This way, members upset/triggered by your chronically "violent" content could simply avoid your thread. Members not bothered by the content can participate in your thread.
Just a thought.
Take care, Oliver B.