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Originally Posted by BirdDancer
My mood is continuing to dip. I'm doing less and less as the days go by. I'm glad that I have my video session with my psychiatrist on Monday. I have no idea what he'll say about my medications. Yesterday I even took 50 mg extra Seroquel (but the iR) to reduce the agitation. That did help. Today, I'm not agitated. I'm just feeling incapable of doing anything at all. I will dare to say that I am perhaps mildly depressed, at this point. I try to rally myself here and there, but it is short-lived. I pushed myself to bake some brownies, just to do something I normally like. They were supposed to bake for 30 mins max. I didn't hear the timer buzzer go off and completely forgot about them. They baked for probably 1 1/2 hours. Hard as a rock. Hubby said he'll eat them. That's pretty sad! A lot of wasted ingredients. They were totally from scratch.
I'm starting to feel physically ill. Nothing super specific. Just all over general malaise.
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Sorry about all that, BirdDancer. You may just be getting a cold or something. Or, it could just be bp stuff. Oddly enough--reading this--I spent nearly the entire day in bed. I was and am literally exhausted for absolutely no reason whatsoever. Cannot wake up, cannot get any energy whatsoever. Totally wiped. It happens. Be kind to yourself. It happens. Maybe you will feel terrific in the morning.