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Originally Posted by BirdDancer
My mood is continuing to dip. I'm doing less and less as the days go by. I'm glad that I have my video session with my psychiatrist on Monday. I have no idea what he'll say about my medications. Yesterday I even took 50 mg extra Seroquel (but the iR) to reduce the agitation. That did help. Today, I'm not agitated. I'm just feeling incapable of doing anything at all. I will dare to say that I am perhaps mildly depressed, at this point. I try to rally myself here and there, but it is short-lived. I pushed myself to bake some brownies, just to do something I normally like. They were supposed to bake for 30 mins max. I didn't hear the timer buzzer go off and completely forgot about them. They baked for probably 1 1/2 hours. Hard as a rock. Hubby said he'll eat them. That's pretty sad! A lot of wasted ingredients. They were totally from scratch.
I'm starting to feel physically ill. Nothing super specific. Just all over general malaise.
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Im sorry things are just not going well right now. There is 101 things going on that would knock anyone sideways and then add BP to the Mix
Just be honest with your Pdoc, Hes always helped you in the past.. start writing stuff down so you will have it when you talk to Pdoc and not blank out .
Your husband is a great man to agree to eat brownie that are probably like concrete