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Old Jun 23, 2020, 08:28 AM
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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
Being financially not so well off was affecting you before so it may have triggered something, but like you were super depressed before buying the VR headset too so you might still be in a depression? I mean it might not be situational at all.

As far as not hearing well, if you need your ears cleaned out, get it done. It’s your job to see a medical professional if necessary. It’s one thing if you don’t have the money but it should be a priority to take care of yourself once you do.


True but with the medical stuff, my doctor is an hour and a half away and I just don’t wanna make that drive at all, whatsoever. I absolutely hate long drives. Plus cvs does ear cleaning but there’s only one cvs in this town and it doesn’t have a minute clinic. Ugh. Maybe I can go somewhere else in this town.

The depression, idk. Maybe I am depressed. It seems as if the depression (for no reason) is underlying and when I get even worse into depression, it’s for a reason. So double whammy against me. Double edged sword w/e.

Man, idk what’s wrong. Idk anymore. Between the severe psychotic episode I encountered a week or so ago and this depression, I really, really want to give up on my life goals. Like I haven’t really been inspired, or writing, or reading, or anything. I’m pushing myself to post on social media. That’s why I haven’t been doing anything, I’m so exhausted from my mental health and I feel like if I’m not being productive at this point, then what’s the point at all? I’ll just sit around and sleep or do whatever.
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