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Originally Posted by newtus
True but with the medical stuff, my doctor is an hour and a half away and I just don’t wanna make that drive at all, whatsoever. I absolutely hate long drives. Plus cvs does ear cleaning but there’s only one cvs in this town and it doesn’t have a minute clinic. Ugh. Maybe I can go somewhere else in this town.
The depression, idk. Maybe I am depressed. It seems as if the depression (for no reason) is underlying and when I get even worse into depression, it’s for a reason. So double whammy against me. Double edged sword w/e.
Man, idk what’s wrong. Idk anymore. Between the severe psychotic episode I encountered a week or so ago and this depression, I really, really want to give up on my life goals. Like I haven’t really been inspired, or writing, or reading, or anything. I’m pushing myself to post on social media. That’s why I haven’t been doing anything, I’m so exhausted from my mental health and I feel like if I’m not being productive at this point, then what’s the point at all? I’ll just sit around and sleep or do whatever.
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I understand not wanting to goto the actual doc for various reasons....it’s never convenient but you can’t expect other people to accommodate problems that can be easily solved with a doctor’s visit if you choose not to go for whatever reason. If you can’t hear, you’re basically giving yourself another disability.
Regarding the potential depression...try the pick three technique again. I know you’ve been immersed in VR but that’s still only visual and sound....besides I find tv like entertainment doesn’t really work as one of the three, your mind has to be active in all three dimensions.
Missing a week on social media won’t lose your followers, you said the blog was still getting reads and you just posted something anyway. There’s a continuum between productivity and sloth....what you want right now is called relaxation. When you’re depressed its hard to do more than just maintain your basic needs, so doing something for yourself like the pick three is productivity.