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Originally Posted by bpcyclist
Right. Exactly. And I get ideas of reference from movies and stuff and start thinking all these shows are just for me and la ya ya!! Gets soooo out of control super fast. It has almost cost me my life, twice. So, gotta stay on it.
I wonder why more folks don't share about this. Or maybe it is just us or something.
Anyway, thanks for your support, fern. I am so grateful for all your help over the months. Thank you so much.
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That is EXACTLY what happens to me with music and shows. Then people will say things that feel connected and then I feel afraid and panic. I describe it like my world turns inward on me... Or if you've ever seen the Truman show.
It definitely progresses super fast. I told my therapist it is like when I have babies. It is precipitous.
It cannot be just us. I've seen people here with patterns that are loosely related, but we do seem to have pretty much exactly the same thing going on. Strange. That gives me hope though and data to use when my brain is going weird on me. I can remember it is a pattern of being unwell and others with brains like mine experience it as well. That helps pull me out of it enough to get help.
Thanks to you as well. I feel much less alone now.