Sorry you didn't get what you needed out of the appointment. There's time to call back whenever you're ready.

I've been brushed aside and not heard before and it is disheartening. I spoke up each time anyway and was still dismissed on occasion. Sometimes it just requires a new doc. Sometimes it requires more effort on our end. You'll find what works in time. Many here have been through the ringer and eventually made their way into a trusting and helpful pdoc partnership. Don't lose hope ok?

I agree with you on the PTSD. Strategically speaking, it may very well be the root cause but that is irrelevant if you are drowning at the moment. Hopefully these med changes will help you enough to come up for air and figure out where you want to go from here. Try to take a break from it all tonight and just let it be. No need to over think it. Hugs.