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((((pachy)))
(((((bj)))))

oy... and they are telling me ALLLLLLLLLLLL about it. binging all day... and on bad things. this is the first major switching i've had since i started meds and i wondered if they were still there or what... but when they get a hold of bad foods, the mood goes right out the window.... i totally forgot what i wanted to say.
you're right bj, i don't want to be controlled by thier fears - but i also don't want to be sabotaged like this. grrrrrrrrrr.
i feel dizzy and out of it (like normal when they switch) and forgetting what needs to be done.
on top of it, i called t (on vacation visiting her family to help with new baby) and there was switching after that, too, trying to read in T's voice if it was ok for me to call (even tho she said it was before she left).... and i got a summons to do jury duty and that brought up a world of concerns....
one moment the world is FINALLY looking shiny like there might be some promise and WHAM it gets tipped on it's ear again. The parts are also making me comatose.. i mya have to gos sleep. grrrrrrrrr.