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So today I cleaned out my closet- partly anyway. Threw stuff away, sorted clothes I want to keep and to give away. Cleaned out bags that were full of stuff. Looked at my literal laundry basket of audio tapes and went because the only player I have eats tapes. They go in but when they come out, the tape is all unwound and outside the actual cassette!

N2 is coming over soon to get some things from here that are hers. A deep fryer, a little grill, and a bunch of food that I don't want but that she will eat so she gets first dibs! I even found a complete set of nice dishes up in the high cupboard in the kitchen that I didn't even know existed! I cleaned out the freezer- took 3 kitchen garbage bags out to the dumpster. Some of that, N3 will want, but we will see. He's not too keen on getting the rest of his stuff. Its nice stuff- he just won't take it home! I told him he has a week to get rid of it then I'M getting rid of it!

Today, I got another email from the new apartment complex. It was the same one they'd sent last night, with links to the tenant portal and to the portal where you sign up to be a prospective tenant. Right now, I am waiting for my reservation (confirmation?) and move-in summary to be emailed to me. I called today because I couldn't log into the portals and they said its because I'm not yet a tenant. But I can't shake this feeling that they're all lying to me! That they are done being nice after they got my money and now they want to sabotage me and lead me on for weeks! I mean, I know I JUST applied and was accepted YESTERDAY, but I still feel that I'm being jerked around. Especially since yesterday, this lady talked to me in this sarcastic tone! Today, their tone(s) were alright, though. I have a pdf to fill out and get my current landlord's office to sign and fill in and then fax it to the housing commission. All before 5. If I don't, I won't get my 30 days in in time to move to the new place by Oct 1. So I'm just a little bit stressed!

Today was a LITTLE productive, but there's still TONS to do and I'm afraid it's going to be this way for the whole next month! Am I being paranoid? I find myself ruminating and I can't stop! Then the paranoia jumps in and I'm off to the races...