thank you for your response. Yes I believe it is because of not meeting her person. T and I have discussed since the beginning that the my major issue with teletherapy is that I can feel the connected or energy from being in the same room. I can't feel her caring and compassion. There have been appointments where I fear she is judging me even though logically I know that she is not. A couple of weeks ago I forced myself to tell her something painful and told her twice that I hated telling her over the internet. I have not told her that I feel like we are losing the theraputic connection and such. Honestly, I am at the point where just talking about it in the way I have been has not helped so needing ideas on how to make it productive.