I wish I had more to say. You all seem to know each other so well so I feel like a complete outsider. I read way more than I post. I think I signed on in February. This forum has been very informative. I was dx'd 2yrs ago after many, many years of just not knowing anything was wrong. I have lost most of the confidence I once had because it may have been "illness confidence". I am very unsure about my future.