30 minutes before session: I'm totally fine. I don't even know if I need to go today. (I know I need to go today.)
10 minutes before session: I don't need to go. Okay, actually I don't want to do this.
2 minutes before session: I can't breathe. Seriously. Need to do some breathing exercises. WTF? I was fine ten minutes ago.
Session: Too much crying. (Crying is stupid.) T says helpful things. More crying.
Now I feel better. (Crying is still stupid.)
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Since you cannot do good to all, you are to pay special attention to those who, by accidents of time, or place, or circumstance, are brought into closer connection with you. (St. Augustine)
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