I mean that both emotionally and physically... I went into work with a migraine today. I will never, ever do that again. It is very noisy where I work, and the constant noise felt like a drill boring into my skull. I was in tears the whole time. They let me leave and I went to Urgent Care. Two hours, $100 and a Toradol injection later, I went home. Now I feel so depressed. I feel like my life is over, like my best days are behind me. And not just me-- I feel like Humanity has flushed its big, stupid, ugly head down the toilet. I feel like I will never find love. Or have kids. Or move to a place where I fit in. I just feel like sobbing my heart out. I shouldn't feel like this-- I have a job. A home. A family, even though they are far away. Friends. A cat who has become very sweet and affectionate (although she'll still lightly nip when she wants to play). What is my problem? I feel absolutely horrible and nothing is helping tonight.