Had coffee with my sister today. Decaf, as I'm trying to cut out caffeine due to panic attacks getting worse. Was nice. Her boss scheduled her to get the covid vaccine in 2 weeks from now (she works in health care), so that's cool. She let me borrow her bread maker, so I'm going to try making a loaf of Italian bread with it. I've never used one before but she showed me how to do it and left the recipe/instruction booklet with me. I'm kind of nervous about doing it, I hope I don't mess it up. Plan on making the bread Tuesday or Wednesday.

I always worry my apartment isn't clean enough or messy, but she said it looks very nice and clean, so that's a relief to hear. Sometimes I struggle with motivation to clean but I try my best.

I'm watching The Queens Gambit on Netflix. It's really good. My therapist mentioned it last time we were talking so I decided to check it out, it's only a 7 episode show, so easy to binge watch.

I feel anxious tonight, I don't know why. Trying to cope with it though.

Have to go get bloodwork done tomorrow. My psychiatrist requested it. It's just routine, yearly bloodwork. Next time we talk we're going to discuss alternatives to metformin for appetite suppressant since I had to get off it due to it making my blood sugar drop too low.