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Old Mar 11, 2021, 05:59 PM
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Originally Posted by BethRags View Post
I don't know, Laura...it seems that your stability is not in control. Since I've been on this forum (almost 2 years) I have not known you to be safely stable. I know you're not a kid, and I don't have a problem with sex workers. So it's not those aspects. What concerns me is the strong emotional connection you have with the men you become involved with. In past years I have been in very similar situations...I was meeting with the men, some I had relationships with (while I was married)...it never ended well for anyone.

What I'm wondering is if your meds are the proper ones and of the correct doses? Also, is there a chance for you to have therapy, in addition to meds? And perhaps the hook-ups you have with the men hasn't to do with BD, but with other factors. Childhood problems, for example. Is that possible?
I speak to a therapist every week but cause I have a mental health team she is reluctant to touch the bipolar so we are working on other things.

Meds I take 1,000mg Depakote and unsure what my depot is I think its 400mg monthly that's it

I worry ill never be stable I'm just a hot mess