I woke up in the wee hours of the morning last night sweating with my heart racing. I felt a little better later, but now have a feeling of malaise and a bit of anxiety again. It's hard to know why or how quickly it will pass. Related to my Klonopin discontinuation? Or just something else? I truly wish I'd start feeling reliably better again. I have a lot I need to do to adjust to my new home. Everything (obviously including the pandemic) makes things hard. I don't want to take an Ativan, but will take half of a pill, if needed.

I don't feel like cooking dinner. Hubby never cooks. If I declare it a "Fend for yourself night" the inevitable will happen. That's if I get myself something he'll be sniffing around suddenly wanting some. It's almost like I wish I could grab something when he's in the bathroom and be done with it.