I’m about to completely freak out but my family thinks I’m totally fine since I’m holding it together so well in front of them. I mean is a double life that’s only shown online considered dissociative personality disorder… not looking for an answer I’m just wondering why I’m one way online and one way in real life. One of my therapists mentioned possible selective mutism.

Edit: I just had some popcorn and a pack of Quest protein peanut butter cups. Which were the first things I’ve eaten since 6PM last night. So I feel somewhat more stable now.