I’m unusually nauseated today and I’m not sure why. I assume it’s just anxiety. But I rarely get this sort of nausea any more. At least since I started the Valium. Which I’ve already had 2 of today. I haven’t taken anything unusual today. I did have a few zero sugar Sprites but I thought Sprite was supposed to help you not be nauseous. I may go take a zofran. I rarely take those anymore but I feel like I legit need one right now. But I think it’s just anxiety because I haven’t gotten the second email back from work and my current therapist hasn’t emailed me yet. I’m hoping she will because I see her on Monday and I’d kind of like to have an idea of how she’s gonna be towards me. So I can’t tell what’s worse. The work stuff or the therapy stuff.

But this nausea is strange. I was very tired yesterday but I still slept the same as I usually do.

I took a zofran and ate a rice cake. Now I feel like throwing up. I know there’s some stomach bug going around. I just hope I didn’t get anything after shaking the managers hand. Twice.

Don’t just go crazy and panic buy but my mom can’t even find milk at Walmart today. Let alone the other stuff she’s trying to buy. She found one bag of bagels. I try to have extras of stuff on hand and stock up when I can. But these shortages are getting out of control.

My mom told me I need to eat fruit or I’ll get the disease that pirates used to get. I can’t remember the last time I had fruit. It’s been a couple months though. But yeah this stuff is just anxiety because of going back to work and seeing a possibly angry therapist on Monday.