I’m tired today. But I’ve only had one Valium. I’m drinking a 52oz bottle of zero sugar fruit punch without a glass. I used to do that at work. I’d drink a 52 oz bottle of diet tea straight from the bottle. No one cares or pays attention unless your overweight and doing it.

I ordered an unwhich from Jimmy Johns and I’m trying to avoid taking a nap. I’ve been doing laundry all day because I’ve been neglecting it but I’m out of jeans and I have therapy tomorrow. I’m glad I’ll be able to tell her I talked to my Pdoc about our last session and we came up with a plan.

I’m waiting on a delivery but I’m not sure it’s coming today. When they say there are delays they really mean it. I have gotten so many cancelled or postponed orders in the last few days.

It doesn’t look like the delivery will come today. It should have been here by now. It didn’t make sense to begin with. It is coming by FedEx and it said that it was coming today but it also said it was still 2 states away.

My mom went to the library and got My Big Fat Greek Wedding 2 for me. I saw it once at the theatre's in 2016. It wasn’t as good as the original and most of it was just recycled jokes from the first one, but I liked it. I’ll watch it later probably during the weekend. I have got to get out of the house this week and do something. Probably after therapy in the morning. I need a tie for Thanksgiving.

I often have 5 sodas a day. Today I only had 2. Which is pretty good progress. I did drink that entire bottle of zero sugar juice though. I didn’t drink any tea. I had some water. I wasn’t very thirsty in general today. I should drink some more water.

I feel better after my 160mil geodon and 20mil melatonin. But I do not need anything else tonight. Except maybe some mint herbal tea since I’m kinda nauseated.