I am having a real bad time of it. My work is not working out for me due to some misbehaving employees. Because of this, I clock out late which I cannot afford to do because I am right up against the limits on SSDI. So I am now looking for a job.

I ended up in a bad accident a year ago. I do not want to drive. I know eventually I will have to. But since I am considered high risk, even if I do not get sued, I may find no insurance willing to carry me on a policy. I still have PTSD from that accident. So I am using an electric kick scooter to get to work and back. Now it has broken down. It will be expensive to replace.

One day I needed a ride to work and back. It was raining a lot. My daughter lives literally a couple minutes away from me. My work is ten minutes away. She ignored me when I asked for help. So I went on my scooter in the rain. I just today found out that she changed her last name to her mothers name from mine. She never told me about this, and ignores my questions about it.

My daughter has lied allot to me, and stole, including both from a store I work at, and from me. She has the emotional maturity of a 16 year old, even though she is 21. Her boyfriend is 25 who is even more immature than she is. They are both reckless and impulsive together. I could not believe she shoplifted from my work, and afterwards, thought nothing if it, giving me a story on why it was not her fault. Her boyfriend's family encourages her to drink and get drunk.

I feel so so sad right now. I feel like I have been blindsided too many times in a row. I do not know what to do with my feeling, or about the situations themselves. I feel I am a plane that is starting to spin down out of control. Furthermore, my daughter and her boyfriend is possibly taking me out for my birthday in less than a week.. Right now I do not want to go.

What can I do?? How can I manage my feelings in this crazy world of mine, like it is not enough dealing with the crazy world that is out there now. I do not know what to do. Because if being sick today, I missed my pdoc appointment.

Please listen to me, and if you can, provide some advice.

Thank you for any help that you can give me. 🥲