I just ate some roast beef ramen which calmed my nerves a bit since I didn't eat much today and I feel somewhat better now. I think if I can try to sleep without my music, tonight will be better. If I can concentrate in the morning I can finish watching a TV show that just finished up last night. I think I have 3 episodes left. Poor concentration is a symptom of the condtion I am concerned I have that the blood levels indicate is a possibilty. Which I'm also wondering is why I got so confused on the dates. If I just wasn't paying enough attention.