Today hurts. I’m not going to lie. My major goal is to heal without it going into a depression. So far I’ve been successful there. That may be a sign of the internal work I’ve done and the strength I’ve built. I sincerely hope so.

My health habits aren’t the greatest right now. I’m taking my meds but I had a nutty buddy bar for breakfast instead of my usual healthy smoothie. I don’t care right now.

I went to a Greek restaurant last night with friends. I only cried a third of the time. The waiter thought something was wrong with my food. Hahaha! One of my friends is having heart surgery tomorrow. Without the surgery, she has 2 years to live. I will be praying hard tomorrow. My situation seems so insignificant to hers.

It’s cold and rainy out and I’ve got run errands. Ugh. Might as well get on it.

I hope everyone has a peaceful Sunday!