Bizi- I'm not impulsive, or psychotic ( I don't think). Maybe, I'm just a horrible person. I flipped out yesterday because I was home alone ( always a trigger for me) and kept thinking I needed to sh to calm down, because I could, and it was necessary because of my anxiety. Tonight however I recognize I'm far from stable but honestly this is the closest I've been.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
"So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk
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