In general? I feel like my best lately is not good enough. I am trying .... and I keep seeing myself falling down a lot. I fell down a few times in the interview because I was thrown off - not only by the video not working, but by her line of questioning, which wasn't at all what I prepared for or expected. And in my current job? I feel like I am not doing things well enough, despite my best efforts. I feel like a failure.