Today was, a day. My Mountain Dew finally shipped last night. Then it was out for delivery early this morning. It was going to my uncles house who lives in my homestate. But it came after we got home. So now I'll have to wait until July to get it. I mean I waited 10 years for this flavor to return another month isn't a big deal. Anyways, I got my normal homestate stores shopping done. Then I came home. I got a refill on my valium picked up just as I had taken the last one. So that worked out well. Then I guess we missed a call from the hospital trying to set up my biopsy. But we left a message and they got back to us. My insurance is sending me to another hospital. My sister had a surgery there and had a good expirence. The biopsy does sound painful. They will numb the area and the needle will be very thin and it will be like a bee sting and the needle part will be about 5 minutes and they will watch me closely. At this point I'm just trying to accept it. Last Saturday the doctor said it wasn't urgent and I could take my time getting it done. So I had planned on putting it off. But I guess they want it done next Friday. I'm trying not to read anything into it. I'm trying just to go with things. I messaged my endocronoglist and he got back a couple hours ago and said my testereone levels are fine where they are at and my physical progression is fine. So thats a relief. My trip was nice, but my problems were just waiting for me when I got back. And this nausea still sucks.